we are worth recovery

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recovery isn't easy, but it's worth it.

this is a blog for inspiration, motivation, and affirmations. it's here to help you on your road to recovery, and mine as well. we all deserve recovery and are worth a life worth living. i hope this blog can bring some recovery-oriented positivity into your daily life to keep you going! enjoy and share :)
ॐ namaste ॐ

get help // suicidal?

in recovery;


starting an iop tomorrow. letting go and taking steps in the right direction to get back to myself, my recovering self. 

— 5 days ago with 6 notes
#personal  #iop  #recovery  #pro recovery  #eating disorder  #depression  #bpd  #borderline personality disorder  #self harm  #recover  #it gets better  #inspiration  #wisdom  #helpful  #help  #skills  #dbt 

last night/early morning, I self harmed pretty badly.
this morning, it was clear I needed medical attention.
this afternoon, I drove myself to the ER, got several stitches, and the rude doctor called my therapist.
this evening, I told my dad, who called my mom, and it was hard.
tonight, I’m looking up programs that may help me.
tomorrow, I’m going to therapy, my dad is coming at the end, and we’re discussing our next step with a higher level of care.

things are hard again, but I’m fighting.
or in DBT terms: I want to die and I want to live.

— 6 days ago with 6 notes
#recovery  #self harm  #self-harm  #cutting  #depression  #borderline personality disorder  #BPD  #BPD recovery  #DBT  #dialectical behavior therapy  #dbt therapy  #suicide  #hospital  #anxiety  #major depressive disorder  #chronic depression  #mental illness  #personal  #therapy  #stitches 


list of cute things

  • you
  • also you
  • hey look you
  • and you
  • wait wait wait
  • you
  • you’re cute

(via c-keezy)

— 1 week ago with 163246 notes

One day you will look at matches and lighters as tools to light candles on cakes for birthdays you didn’t expect to want to live to, instead of methods of self-destruction.

One day razors will be for shaving, or for sneering at when you participate in no-shave November. Knives will be for chopping up cheese when you get midnight cravings. Scissors will be used for wrapping paper to wrap gifts.

One day numbers will be for mathematical equations, and food will be for enjoying.

Every day you spend in recovery is one day closer to that one day.

Don’t give up.

EFT (aonewaytickettoinsanity)

(Source: aonewaytickettoinsanity, via riseafterfalling)

— 1 week ago with 1287 notes

I keep going back and forth between wanting recovery and wanting to give up.

— 1 week ago with 88 notes
#recovery  #relapse  #confused  #bpd  #self harm  #borderline personality disorder  #suicide 

The Wonder Years - Came Out Swinging 


The Wonder Years - Came Out Swinging 

(via the-young-need-love)

— 1 week ago with 2170 notes